Is this an overwhelming series, by any chance?
I am currently doing my equivalent to re-mastering. I'm (while listening to FDR podcasts) upgrading old piano arrangements from my previous notation software to my current one. I'm trying to recover (today) from listening to podcast 729, Your Children Do NOT Love You.
The soul is like, all alive and appalled and so on. Teenager-ish. Considering that I have several piano lessons to teach this evening, I am going to take a half hour right now and just try to get my adult self together again.
But, I feel lucky.