Freedomain Radio

Well, it all started back in 2001 when I rented the movie the matrix. It really shocked me to the core. I started thinking, man! what if! Not to long after that 9-11 happened. I felt like my brain locked up, some thing was not right. and it lasted for about 2 days. I was workin on a big job at an oil refinery at that time and a work(born again) friend of mine came up to me with an article off of rense.com that 9-11 was an inside job. That was all it took, I told him let me have it! books, web sites,every thing he had.My search for the truth was on! When I started my search for the truth, I was a NRA, born again saved by the blood of jesus, right wing, nascar watchin zombie. As my search continued more an more of the things I believed were real, fell apart. I got mad, scared, pissed off! I felt like the biggest fool! how could I be so stupid. I started to tell my family and my wife about what I was finding out about the world around us. There attacks got worse, The wife threated to divorce me bla bla bla. If I wasn't workin I was on my computer or reading a book, I slept maybe 2 to 3 hours a nite. I could go like that about a week, then i'd crash. Sleep for 12 hours strait, get up an do it all over again I remember siting at my computer about 3 years ago thinking Holy sh-t! what if there is no god? Every thing that I believed was real was gone, god was the last one to go. Funny, that was the easy one. in the mean time I was deFOOing family members one at a time. The closer one gets to the truth the people close to you start to show there true False Selfs. I could not stand them any more! I knew what I was doing was right (defooing) I didn't really know how to put it into words. Then one day I was on line, Marc Stevens was talkin to this guy named Stefan what the heuu? Family what? defoo Who? freedo lay? His voice! That voice! It was the sexyist thing I have Ever herd! I wanted to have his babys! then I remember, I'm not gay. and I can't have babys, I was shooting blanks.and Stef's not gay eather?  oh well... so Stephen helped me put the last parts of the puzzle in place. Whats so cool about it all is, I knew, I knew it all, god, my family, my wife,(x wife now as of sep 1st yea!) gubberment. So, what else can a guy do? I bought a 2001 C 5 corvette! Yea,it's fast...No, you can't drive it.

Yeah buddy! Nice to have you here. Stef's voice is smexy lol

Very cool story, thanks for sharing. I really enjoyed it.

Kudos to you for taking the difficult journey, and all sympathy for the difficulties that resulted.

Right on, man, great story.  I especially dig that you've still got enough cash for a vett after the divorce!

Wait, Nascar isn't real?   NOOOOOOOO!

Welcome!  :)

I'd say that Stef sounded more like a camp Frasier Crane.

Damage Inc:

I started to tell my family and my wife about what I was finding out about the world around us. There attacks got worse, The wife threated to divorce me bla bla bla.

Oh, I like that. Screw them! I have these fantasies about confronting everybody and sounding like a lunatic and I always refrain. But I like it when others do. Especially when they seem a little mad and not at all moved by what others think of them. I picture these scenes somewhat like "I heart Huckabees". You know that movie?

Hey! Thanks to all who posted here, I would like to think my story can be of some help to someone who might be starting to defoo or thinking of starting. I have yet to see the movie "I heart huckabees" yet, is it a good one? I'm hung up on the movie" ROCK IN ROLLA" if you haven't seen it yet, you just don't know what your missing my peeps.